Tuesday, September 19, 2006

dream diary

Muahaha.. today tho there's exams but i dun nid go sch! yea! Cuz i dun take history..hmmm.. i slept at 10pm yesterday tho.. (was too tired) n i slept for 12hrs ^-^ ... [im gloating] i had e most wonderful dream tt i wanna remember 4eva.. so gonna recount it b4 i forget it all---
i was dreaming about today.. lol. no school. in my dreams i woke up at 8+am n i took e train (shld be) to go to grandma's house..tho on e train its unpleasant..saw some idiotic ppl goin to sch at tt time n some unknown ppl folo me to my granma hse..but wateva..tts not e important ting..den i took e bus altho i dunno why but on e way, i saw JaeJoong! wearing some kinda kendo uniform doin taichi or wateva workout with e residents at e open park.. i kno its JaeJoong even tho i onli saw him for 1 sec.. (e bus whizzed past)
JaeJoong's hair was still black n he was wearin his signature cross earrings..
<--- looking something like this ofcourse i ran there n i saw jessica already there.. i told her i saw Jaejoong but she like say ofcourse la she saw him earlier dunno since when.. ok lo(tho i was dreamin abt today-tis part is a bit unrealistic cuz jessica shld be in school for elective history exam..--lol but jaejoong doing workout in singapore with e resident s of woodlands even more unrealistic . lol--
ok so in front of us, there's a booth.. i tink is SM company set up de.. anw.. e manager was t here wearin a suit n speaking in chinese n english.. i tot he shld be korean? anw he knew chinese n english.. but nobody botherin him.. anw.. den yunho came out wearin a jacket n sunglasses.. but no1 seems to kno him(or jaejoong oso) he took off his jacket to reveal a Dong Bang Shin Ki shirt inside n e crowd started to ~woo n waaa~ but i dun tink they knew wat they were wooing n waaing abt lol.. e poor manager finally got some attention n ask e crowd if any1 knew him..since i was infront i answered tt i knew.. but i was looking at yunho's dashing face n tinking abt jaejoong tt i forgot his name.. den i recalled_"U-Know" i shouted.. e manager smiled n yunho also smiled his charming smile but cuz i din see jaejoong wif them so i asked e manager where's jaejoong n whether i can have his autograph but he manager jus said tt-'jaejoong has been signing autographs till his hand's pain,some other time'... wad rubbish.. fine so i wanted to ask yunho for his autograph but he's disappeared..
n that is n ot all aftwards i lef t e place n i tot i saw some1 whom i suspect is yunho get into a cab.. i told jess its him but she say is not ..ok..
nxt i was in a shopping mall n i saw yunho again he was going to e changing room to try out some clothes frm a shop.. i really wanted at least his signature n wanted to buy another of their DBSK album so that he can sign on it... but den i tot tt e fans shldnt be e ones always takin, mayb e shld get him a gift to remember singapore..but he disappeared again n i didnt see e rest of e members of DBSK tho n t ts e end of e dream......................
e last part is i purposely lie in bed longer to dream it de.. lol... haiz.. its just a dream tho.. in real life where got liddat 1 ..? where ppl dunno them.. n they come to singapore? haiz... such a nice dream.. i've typed out most of what i remembered anw.. tts it lah..

9/19/2006 11:10:00 AM
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Sunday, September 17, 2006

gosh thei'r always there (n here too)

Angela sent me e caps for DBSK-always there mv..THXXXXX! too bad my stupid com cant do much..haiz.. but wadeva.. secretly usin com now.. Dong Bang Shin Ki rocks!!! DBSK;tohoshinki;TVXQ foreva!!!!! i like their iamge in tis mv best till now.. JaeJoong!!! Changmin!! Yunho! Junsu. yoochun.. awww







V(max's wearin JJ's earring! JaeMin!! JaeMin!!)V

Min Min is so cute;singing so seriously..^^



(Yunho wearing JJ's necklace! JaeHo!! JaeHo!!)



(JaeJoong's body vvvvvvvvvvv) (JaeJoong likes e right side of his face? ChangMin likes e left??)

DBSK forever!!!!!!

muahahaha.... Kim JaeJoong~ Hero!!

9/17/2006 02:25:00 AM
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Saturday, September 16, 2006

middle of nothing


Geezz.. time zooms n rocket by..
finally am i able to wrestle e com away frm my bro n use it openly in front of mum..
but gotta shut down in 10 mins so i'll make it quick..
Prelims exams half way-- left physics. chemistry pratical. biology. Amaths.
oo, e last exam i had was bio prac.. just recalled it --1 word to summarize it=gross
pulled e leg off a grasshopper? they waste bugs man , 1 grasshopper for everyone.. 1"leg" of prawn.. more likely e tail ba.. anyways i tink i made a mess.. arg dun wana tok bout it anymore .. giving up on physics.. i guess i'll just read bio ba... prelims no hope le.. i dun wan e results to come out!! i hope i can still do ok for chem tho.. even tho i din finish e paper.. actually e onli paper i've managed to complete is e Biology practical.. SHyT man !! AHHH my humanities subject is so gonna kill me.. im so dead..
aws... my love for kim Jae Joong is grOWING STRONGER n DEEPER every day!!!!! Saranghamida hero!!! changmin is also creeping into my heart woo~~~ JAE. MIN. HO. ahhh
i cant stop tis feeling.. i dun wanna stop it anw (blush blush) [sry jess]
muahahaa



9/16/2006 11:42:00 PM
Cassiopeia GHJadeJoongie lover.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

the song's nice lyrics oso nice

woo~~ go listen to kangta's --just one day... i like i t alot!

lyrics oso quite meaningful... (credit: angela introduce me to tis song 1)

its nice

05. Just One Day

translation by: Jungie (also credit: aheeyah.com)

Not able to do anything about it I live. Even one day is hard.
My absurd wishes and now I have to live on with you erased.

Your one name still lives inside of me.
Why do the words "if times passes you must forget" not effect me?

I want to live for just a day, just one day as if I've erased you.
Because you'll worry that I'm living like this.
I pray that you're not like I am, that you've forgotten me, that you don't know me anymore.
It was always not enough, but my last favor is that you
be happy. Even though I seem like a fool.

If we could divide it one by one amongst ourselves, it'd be a little better.
I have the painful name of seperation and you the name of freedom and like that we'll live on. With the memories of you being there and the

memories that were so crazily happy I'll have to find some way to live.

I want to live for just one day, just one day as if I've erased you.
Because you'll worry that I'm living like this.
I pray that you're not like I am, that you've forgotten me, that you don't know me anymore.
It was always not enough, but my last favor is that you
be happy. Even though I seem like a fool.

Will you forget me little by little for just a day, just one day?
Walk away just slowly, please. And in that same way I'll turn around.
I'll probably try to live as if I've gone insane,
for it can't be in this world.
For the time I live, I've left you in the care of the world.
It'll be so long but I'll wait.


9/05/2006 02:26:00 PM
Cassiopeia GHJadeJoongie lover.


^- ^


How can i not have this song too??


01.HUG!!! by dbsk .dong bang shin gi.

translation by: eebyul (also credit: soompi and aheeyah.com)

(jae joong)
I want to be your bed in your room for just a day
I want to make you go to sleep, comfortably, warmly in my arms
(Mickey)
for you, I'd win over all your problems and all your busy errands,
Even the monster in your dream

(jae joong)
I wonder how a day without me passes by for you
Im so curious to how much you really love me

(junsu)
I want to be your diary in your little drawer
I want to put all your secrets in my heart, without you knowing

(changmin)
I want to be your kitty for just a day
You feed it warm milk and softly embrace it

(UKnow)
Seeing your playfulness with the cat and your cute kisses to it
I guess I even felt a little jealous

(Mickey) My heart is like this...
(junsu) You're the only person who can see it
(Mickey) No matter who I see, or where I am,
(junsu)I only look at you

(changmin)
I want to be your close lover just for a day
I'd be able to listen to your accomplishments and even your complaints
(junsu)
Just for you

(changmin)
In my heart, in my soul
Love is still something thats awkward to me but
(jae joong)
I want to you give you everything in this world
Even if it would only be in my dreams

(changmin)
My heart is like this
Just the fact that I can watch over you,
(junsu)
Makes me so grateful, Im so happy, even if I lack a lot

(jae joong)
I want to be your lover forever
When you are in my arms, I want to become stone
So we can stay this way forever





9/05/2006 02:17:00 PM
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listening to tis

awww.. i like tt part-- 'im your man'

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

DBSK's

04. Will you be my girlfriend?

translation by: Jungie (aheeyah.com)

Even if I wake up from my sleep, it feels like I'm dreaming.
My finger is still cut with your fragrance.
Your soft lips, that night,
because we were so shy we didn't say anything.

This is the first time I've felt this fluttering so full in my heart.
I'm your man

Over every night and over every day stay by my side only.
Will you become my girlfriend to fill the empty leftside of my heart?
Look carefully, you're inside my eyes.
I'm only a heartbeat away

Even the boring days I just laugh and get over them
and for just the days we promised to meet, I wait everyday.
As I'm loving you, I must be becoming more like you.
This side of me that I've never seen is awkward.

This fluttering that I've felt for the first time so full in my heart

So that I can feel it.

Over every night and over every day stay by my side only.
Will you become my girlfriend to fill the empty leftside of my heart?
Look carefully, you're inside my eyes.
I'm only a heartbeat away

Silently close your eyes and turn around. The wind carries these words (my voice)
"I love you so much, my heart might explode.." I'm the only your heartbeat

Every night, everyday the world becomes more beautiful.
The moment I saw you, you were the biggest present the heavens have sent me.
You're my only one.

Over every night and over every day stay by my side only.
Will you become my
girlfriend to fill the empty leftside of my heart?
Look carefully, you're inside my eyes. I'm only one
I'm here to love you
I'm only one heartbeat away


9/05/2006 02:14:00 PM
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poli tica lly inclined grouchings of so ci al un fa irn ess

i'm so disappointed
If there's one thing in this world which i cannot stand, that would be sexism .
the reason why i feel so stongly about it is because i live wi th a sexist.
After tt huge arguement with her, "becareful of what you do, some1's jealous bout many things" i overheard her say to him in an audible whisper. she did it on purpose.
feeling indignant is not feeling jealous. she cant even differentiate that.
Indignant(adj) angry because you feel you have been insulted or unfairly treated
Jealous(adj) angry or unhappy because some1 else has something you wish u had
the defination of jealous means you are jealous la, but indignant means someone took away or deprive me of what is rightfully mine therefore making me feel upset ... im not really angry t ho.... arg.. cant continue
(lost in thoughts)......
This is a vicious cycle. she is a female too.WHy cant she acknoledge her own rights? Why favor males? Why believe that there is no equality? Why cant she accept that times are changing n her mindset should change too? why would she rather do everything herself than to let her precious do a lil of e work? why use things tt she claim she knows as arguement?
i will not let this matter rest .. but when i do -she'd have lost me
Why does she believe that just becus there was no fairness for her means she must carry on the unfair system? She did not complain = i cannot complain.
Responsibilities.responsibilit ies. Why cant it be divided n shared equally by everyone? That SHoULd be the way and not as tho such an idea is absurd and a complete no-no.. Now she wanna go ask granny about her opinion on this-saying granny knows about these stuff best. im speechless.Her mindset is that of granny's???(no offence granny)
i feel so sad for my fellow female counterparts on the planet.. Have you been suffering in silence? Unknowingly?
If one day i amass enough power, i'd fight for female rights. i would battle for e cause n instill awareness in every O+ .....
Howeve r, now i'm totally drained.lethargy weighs down on me. i've deflated. i still hope to break out of e vicious cycle even tho i just realised that the word fair could possibly be a cruel joke..
Althogh 'fair' means reasonable and acceptable, you add a 'Y' at e end & you'd get a fairy tale(fantasy).. Get it? AHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. (T_T) sobs (zi ai-ing)

9/05/2006 01:00:00 PM
Cassiopeia GHJadeJoongie lover.

Me

Gek Hiang aka Jade aka Sclera(on9), 7 Aug 90, girl, Woodlands-WDPS, Swiss-SCSS, YJ...

adores

동방신기!!!
Hot&talented-koreAN/JapCuties
-TVfXQ/DBSK/Tohoshinki's JaejoongieOppa,yunhoOppa, Changminnie,YooChunnie,Junsu,
YamaP,Ryo,Shun,Jun,Kame,
trees,flowers,skies,rocks,nature, {GeoG+Bio},

My close FRENZ- SiewGhim,Angela,Jessica, Katherine,Belinda,Joozhi,Jingshi, Wensee,Huili,Khaiting,Cindy,Peiyu=)

My lovely FAMILY- Mum,Dad,Brother,Me=)
CTG 114!!! ABC&members!!!
PPl i Kno:)

wishlist

1-GO KOREA!!
2-Meet DBSK
3-Pass block tests & A levels
4-go uni
5-risingsun concert dvd
6-5in the black concert dvd
7-Watch'Dating on earth'
8-Have lotsa $$$
9-fullhouse dvd =)
10-finish hw (T_T)
11-meet up wif old frens haha But once is not enough!! MORE!!
12-GD frens gathering!!
13-class gathering!
14-grow taller
15-play guitar like pro (this is probably NV gonna happen =/ )
16-watch snow queen drama (halfway+random bits only..)
17-buy red/black/striped jacket(checkered)
18-Feast/buffet
19-live life w/o guilt
20-live Happily Ever After!!!!


Pals

|Angela|
|belinda|
|cassandra|
|cindy|
|Huili|
|jessica|
|jing shi|
|joozhi|
|katherine|
|Khaiting|
|meihui|
|minshan|
|siewghim|
|wensee|
|Mr Kamal|


|ctg114 class blog|
|Alisa|
|PriyaaSexy|
|Shirley|
wings
|Sureeporn|
****My Alter ego****


links

{Bwww2KPOPdwnloads}
{Soompi}
{Asian OST}
{incomplete.net(dbsk forum)}


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