Friday, August 25, 2006

ChoCoLaTes @ e StAiRcAsE- - -YOU MUST BE KIDDING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH............
i need to vent my frustrations... Again.. or i'll go crazy........ maybe we were careless...
But i believe its because we're innocent.. wads wrong wif it anyway?
Any student walking past a teacher would subconsciously keep anything that he/she feels is not appropriate to be spotted by e teacher right? RIGHT? And tt particular teacher which i find hateful, just hard to go and say -"hiding it very well huh" n say how we want to end up like her own class-> need to report everyday to e office.. Threatening, suspecting, kaypoing... still ok...i can still tolerate.. i admit it will be wrong of us if we were to eat in klass.. But HELLO??? DID we eat in klass? Why cannot bring food to klass?? We Never intend to eat it in klass. We just had lunch n were feeling so full.. would we eat then? probably not.. We told her that we wanted to take home to eat e few chocolate bars(we bought quite a few cuz as kiasu singaporeans, we cannot resist discount -2 for $2 chocolate bars) n she just does not have any trust; none;nil;nada;zip;zero n say she WILL get us-> if we dare to bring e chocolate bars to class---she will make sure our whole class will end up like her klass n we'd better go to e canteen to finish up e food...Guess wads her reason for being suspicious n not trusting? --> e look on my face. HUH. Guess how i'd 've describe how i look=> DISBELIEF;INCREDULOUS;"ARE YOU KIDDING ME???" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...............
it should have been e obvious.. "ARE YOU KIDDING ME????" Did i looked like i cant wait to swallow e bars in klass? ;i cant resist not eating e chocolates in klass? Did i????????
If she had thought so.. she mUST have been blind... she IS blind; n unreasonable n made me soo upset n agitated.. made me wanna use colourful language like BLOODY HELL!!!
later we pretended to go to e canteen n sort of tried to smuggle e chocolates to class (wad'd u expect? we're too full to eat anymore) n she had e nerve to come n make us surrender our chocolates in e klass.. For HEAVEN's SAKE!!!! WE did not eat!!! ARRRRRRRRGGGGG....(our $$ oso!)
By doing that, she ruined our klass' reputation, stole us personal belongings n showed that she did not trust us.. that is so. .... upsetting.. The saddest thing is..- i used to respect her very much.. now... i dunno : "wad kinda teacher are you...? " It SAD;pathetic...

8/25/2006 10:14:00 PM
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Friday, August 18, 2006

Happiness comes from within

WooT~~ O lvl engish oral exams over!!!! tt was yesterday.. seemed like so long ago.. hurray.. i've got a feeling ; a hunch that our day's topic is e EASIEST!! its a passage and picture about food catering.. so conversation question was like ---wads ur favourite place to eat? where would u recommend ur frens to eat? do u prefer to work under an employer or yourself? Haha.. i shalln't rub salt on e wounds of e other candidates who got more challenging topics.. h.a. no more oral examinations!!! woot!!!

But then.. e examiners appear to be quite unfriendly/cold/inexperienced/bored ppl (wif faces tt ppl claim they wanna bash..) ..ummm wadever.. its over..
haiz.. so now wad? left >2wks to PRELIMS!! ar gggg............ haben started revision................ [i cant stop complaining] wad r we doing actually? is it worth it? is studying everything? can we really lead the life that we wish for in the future? is there a future? will the sky fall on our head? bla bla bla..

Mr k**** is really a slacker.. i tink it was a bout 2 wks since we had any lessons wif him.. n i was quite pissed at him.. i thought tt he'd given up on us.. but tts just wad i thought.. now he's back..(i can totally memorise n recite wadever he said cuz he keeps repeating it) (i tink every1 tt he taught probably oso can too) n preaching us abt WILL POWER and DETERMINATION as our tools n our attitude towards life.. a bottle is either half full or half empty.. you make yourself happy. HAPPINESS COMES FROM WITHIN. life is UNFAIR.just accept it. meritocracy is just a system to make unfair things fairer, n it doesnt work very well, many flaws but its still e best system now. Our classmates are not e ones tt we should compete with, dont be lone ranger, share n help each other to pit against e 'others out there'.. There are 3% olympic runner who dun nid study n are naturally smart n ppl who are smart n study hard n people who are not so smart n study extremely hard..How to win them?
whenever mr k**** says tt.. no doubt its inspiring n motivating, however.. personally i feel depressed n defeated.. mr k****'s reverse psychology mtd isnt working too well with me.. i tink its jus t me but i feel that his smiles are rather forced even tho mostly he may be applying sacarsm n even tt sacarsm is made up..he's telling n retelling n reretelling his stories to all e classes he teach n at least pretend to be enthusiatic n in awe e subject.. i tink its a lil strained.. a lil overboard?.. BUT we NEED the reminders.. thank goodness for mr k**** 's consistent reminders..his unwavering spirit alone is our backbone of support.. thank you.. kamsahamida! lets all buck up n spruce up ourselves for e upcoming prelims n more importantly_ O lvls!

(then maybe 10 years down the road we can meet mr k**** on e streets n boast to him abt our achievements (perhaps employ him,giving him a better paying job-jus like he wished for ) n become one of e story he'd tell his students)

[i'm being philosophical n so serious in tis post] hmmm... wrote enuf le.. wOooooo~~ (transform back to my normal self ) Jae Joong oppa!! DBSk Hero yunho max jun xiah micky..~~ xuan bing~~ saranghe


(motto_ aza aza houiting!)

8/18/2006 09:19:00 PM
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cont'd.. (TT'd)

TT time... superband part II i shld continue n not leave it hanging like tt.... Anw this feels abit wierd.. it seems quite long ago tt we went to e grand finals..(no time to update).... anyways.. like we wanted n predicted n anticipated n hollered our lungs hoarse ; MI LU BING clinched e title -very SUPERBAND!! congrats.... woot~ (aiyah.. e 'highness' level subsided) yeaaa.. got lotsa Goong files.. people there so outrageous! How can!! HOw can they dump the files into e rubbishbins n on e floor.. Angela n i gotta savalage them.. we picked up most of e files.. yea.. we saved Goong! we saved shin n yul n e palace! we saved e day! woo~~~

TT night.. i would like to express my gratitude to e kind bus driver uncle who literally went the extra mile to drive us 5? poor,broke and penniless swiss students home. Kamsahamida! n to you guys-siew ghim, angela n e two other soul supporters.. you all found e way/ transport for us to get home.. i was so useless n it was ur persistence tt 'moved' the uncle.. sorry for my... ehhh unhelpfulness n coldness.. i was 'low' cannot high then... sorry and thank you.. Biyandaeyo.. Kamsahamida..

8/18/2006 08:50:00 PM
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Friday, August 04, 2006

Interesting fact

DO u know that when you think, use ur brain, ur brain sends nerve impulses n use up energy in e process..
so, u will feel hungry.. n if u think enuf... u Can Slim Down! jian fei.. Cool huh.. smart ppl hu tink alot has all e advtange... woot~ sweet~ a good reason for you to use ur brain n do HW too! but.. prelims in 4 weeks..

8/04/2006 10:02:00 PM
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SUPERBAND!!!-> Grand finals!!!!!(part1)

WOOoooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tix for Superband grand finals concert!!!!!!!
TML
(sat 5th 2006) thx siew ghim for getting me e tix... ^^

Siew ghim, angela n me going together.. [her sis, other ppl i dunno hu oso going..(hmm joo zhi not allowed to go...(not enuf tix too)(got tix last min) we planning to do banners in e mornin.. so day starts at 8+am
den gonna que up early n wait til 7.30pm... o~~ tis little sacrifice is worth it
--MI Lu BING.. we support u!!!!!!!! pink tee all e way..
--homework.......... prelims........................o levels...........................................................
------>>>>>>>>have to wait.. MI LU BING will win hopefully...
wen i actually go already den i'll post again.. (to be continued)

P.S.
--tho i support mi lu bing, lucify oso not bad, soul oso, j3 oso
but my preference of e winner is--->
most prefered =mi lu bing
-lucify
-soul
least -J3( sry but they just dun have e Xfactor even tho they have nice voices)

-- even tho i support milu bing, hero n xuan bing ur not forgotten.. ur place ur still assured!!!


8/04/2006 09:34:00 PM
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hmmmm(=_=)

Haiya.. today n yesterday...
1st time in my short life tt i find walking down the stairs more tedious than walking up n vice versa...

(hmmm... hobbling around isnt exactly the best way to travel- it suxxxxx big time..
u end up slower dan tortoise.. moody wu gui jing is faster~~ (6_6))
wen u have a sprained ankle like the 1 i received during 1st 10mins of pe lesson while pouncing on the ball at e same time as 4-5 other enthu ppl... ur ankle will swell~ n become swollen.. n if u keeep leaning on ur other leg n using it for walking n watsoeva, ur uninjured leg will become s0RE!!! argggg... (n ppl see u limping liddat will tink u're a freak)

When u go visit a chinese senseh, expecting foot massage for ur sprained ankle, u may wait as he treats a stroke patient.. u hear his story n waste away a nice whole hour.. wen ur turn comes, he looks at ur foot.. ask u to rotate it, and massage ur hand for less than 5min(miraculously e swollen part of e foot become less swollen).. u smile n pay him($xx) n tts it...(ofcourse i rejected acupuncture n instead opted for stinky chi medcine)...
[a life experience tt is sufficient once n no more

P.S.
-Dear mum n dad, im sorry for causing u trouble n making u worry
-Dear Xuan bing(ah3)& Hero, sorry for not taking care of myself n making both of u worried..
-Dear frenz, thx for walking slower with me(esp. siew ghim) n others oso thx hor
i promise u to take betta care of myself xP

8/04/2006 09:09:00 PM
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Sad saD post..... (T_T)

Signs of depression
  1. My 'zi hai' last only 3 seconds-(the sun is not shining bright enuf-onli3sec not covered by clouds)
  2. I do homework like nobody's business-(cuz e onli ting tt can make me even sadder is homework)
  3. I keep repeating an emotional song in my mp3
  4. I stare into empty spaces(spaced out)
  5. I want to get hit by train or die(almost)
  6. The grass is not so green, the sky is not so blue..
  7. Life has no meaning
  8. Sighing non-stop
  9. Lethargy
  10. Eat too much
  11. I crap more than usual
  12. severe mood swings
  13. cursing/swearing
  14. i write on blog
  15. i think too much
  16. i dun feel like eating(yet keep eating)
  17. speaking incoherently
  18. cant tink straight(yet tink too much)
  19. contradicting
  20. siannnnnnn
  21. i dun even wan find pics of ah3 n hero yet
  22. im deflated
  23. im focused yet distracted
  24. confused but clear-headed
  25. dun wanna watch tv
  26. continuing with tis list
  27. keep crapping
  28. wan make others irritated
  29. not trying to do hw
  30. not giving a damn anymore
  31. etc. etc..........................................
Cause of depression
  1. my MP3!!!!!!!!! sob sob ---screen is cracked
(just after i added korean songs inside...... why??!!!! arrrrgggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!)

2. some sneaky rats frm other klass complain bout my klass------ wad the prob is with them or whoever?! TO hell with you!!!! steal sweets from my table..for wad? wad are u gonna do?! show them to mdm T*** and say we have them?eat e sweets,show her e wrapper n tell her we eat them? frame us?! Dont ever come near my table or step into my class.. i dont kno wad i'd do...im serious. i hope that you did not do what i suspect you might do, if u did, i hate you, u may not kno hu u are but i'll not forget the emotional damage that you have done to me.....

3.frustrated with the mock exams coming up and e tremedous amt of hw n e ridiculously long remedials.. the remedials suck away all my energy.... it eats away our time, leaving no time for self study or recreation..its more of a boon than boost...

4. dun have superband GF tix... wad a pity

5.i owe too much homework n didnt study for test...(T_T)

6.O lvls eng oral in 2 wks? 3more wks to prelims? O lvls ?

STRESSED~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

8/01/2006 07:36:00 PM
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Me

Gek Hiang aka Jade aka Sclera(on9), 7 Aug 90, girl, Woodlands-WDPS, Swiss-SCSS, YJ...

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-TVfXQ/DBSK/Tohoshinki's JaejoongieOppa,yunhoOppa, Changminnie,YooChunnie,Junsu,
YamaP,Ryo,Shun,Jun,Kame,
trees,flowers,skies,rocks,nature, {GeoG+Bio},

My close FRENZ- SiewGhim,Angela,Jessica, Katherine,Belinda,Joozhi,Jingshi, Wensee,Huili,Khaiting,Cindy,Peiyu=)

My lovely FAMILY- Mum,Dad,Brother,Me=)
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wishlist

1-GO KOREA!!
2-Meet DBSK
3-Pass block tests & A levels
4-go uni
5-risingsun concert dvd
6-5in the black concert dvd
7-Watch'Dating on earth'
8-Have lotsa $$$
9-fullhouse dvd =)
10-finish hw (T_T)
11-meet up wif old frens haha But once is not enough!! MORE!!
12-GD frens gathering!!
13-class gathering!
14-grow taller
15-play guitar like pro (this is probably NV gonna happen =/ )
16-watch snow queen drama (halfway+random bits only..)
17-buy red/black/striped jacket(checkered)
18-Feast/buffet
19-live life w/o guilt
20-live Happily Ever After!!!!


Pals

|Angela|
|belinda|
|cassandra|
|cindy|
|Huili|
|jessica|
|jing shi|
|joozhi|
|katherine|
|Khaiting|
|meihui|
|minshan|
|siewghim|
|wensee|
|Mr Kamal|


|ctg114 class blog|
|Alisa|
|PriyaaSexy|
|Shirley|
wings
|Sureeporn|
****My Alter ego****


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