Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Sad saD post..... (T_T)

Signs of depression
  1. My 'zi hai' last only 3 seconds-(the sun is not shining bright enuf-onli3sec not covered by clouds)
  2. I do homework like nobody's business-(cuz e onli ting tt can make me even sadder is homework)
  3. I keep repeating an emotional song in my mp3
  4. I stare into empty spaces(spaced out)
  5. I want to get hit by train or die(almost)
  6. The grass is not so green, the sky is not so blue..
  7. Life has no meaning
  8. Sighing non-stop
  9. Lethargy
  10. Eat too much
  11. I crap more than usual
  12. severe mood swings
  13. cursing/swearing
  14. i write on blog
  15. i think too much
  16. i dun feel like eating(yet keep eating)
  17. speaking incoherently
  18. cant tink straight(yet tink too much)
  19. contradicting
  20. siannnnnnn
  21. i dun even wan find pics of ah3 n hero yet
  22. im deflated
  23. im focused yet distracted
  24. confused but clear-headed
  25. dun wanna watch tv
  26. continuing with tis list
  27. keep crapping
  28. wan make others irritated
  29. not trying to do hw
  30. not giving a damn anymore
  31. etc. etc..........................................
Cause of depression
  1. my MP3!!!!!!!!! sob sob ---screen is cracked
(just after i added korean songs inside...... why??!!!! arrrrgggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!)
2. some sneaky rats frm other klass complain bout my klass------ wad the prob is with them or whoever?! TO hell with you!!!! steal sweets from my table..for wad? wad are u gonna do?! show them to mdm T*** and say we have them?eat e sweets,show her e wrapper n tell her we eat them? frame us?! Dont ever come near my table or step into my class.. i dont kno wad i'd do...im serious. i hope that you did not do what i suspect you might do, if u did, i hate you, u may not kno hu u are but i'll not forget the emotional damage that you have done to me.....
3.frustrated with the mock exams coming up and e tremedous amt of hw n e ridiculously long remedials.. the remedials suck away all my energy.... it eats away our time, leaving no time for self study or recreation..its more of a boon than boost...

 4. dun have superband GF tix... wad a pity

 5.i owe too much homework n didnt study for test...(T_T)

 6.O lvls eng oral in 2 wks? 3more wks to prelims? O lvls ?

STRESSED~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

8/01/2006 07:36:00 PM
Cassiopeia GHJadeJoongie lover.

Me

Gek Hiang aka Jade aka Sclera(on9), 7 Aug 90, girl, Woodlands-WDPS, Swiss-SCSS, YJ...

adores

동방신기!!!
Hot&talented-koreAN/JapCuties
-TVfXQ/DBSK/Tohoshinki's JaejoongieOppa,yunhoOppa, Changminnie,YooChunnie,Junsu,
YamaP,Ryo,Shun,Jun,Kame,
trees,flowers,skies,rocks,nature, {GeoG+Bio},

My close FRENZ- SiewGhim,Angela,Jessica, Katherine,Belinda,Joozhi,Jingshi, Wensee,Huili,Khaiting,Cindy,Peiyu=)

My lovely FAMILY- Mum,Dad,Brother,Me=)
CTG 114!!! ABC&members!!!
PPl i Kno:)

wishlist

1-GO KOREA!!
2-Meet DBSK
3-Pass block tests & A levels
4-go uni
5-risingsun concert dvd
6-5in the black concert dvd
7-Watch'Dating on earth'
8-Have lotsa $$$
9-fullhouse dvd =)
10-finish hw (T_T)
11-meet up wif old frens haha But once is not enough!! MORE!!
12-GD frens gathering!!
13-class gathering!
14-grow taller
15-play guitar like pro (this is probably NV gonna happen =/ )
16-watch snow queen drama (halfway+random bits only..)
17-buy red/black/striped jacket(checkered)
18-Feast/buffet
19-live life w/o guilt
20-live Happily Ever After!!!!


Pals

|Angela|
|belinda|
|cassandra|
|cindy|
|Huili|
|jessica|
|jing shi|
|joozhi|
|katherine|
|Khaiting|
|meihui|
|minshan|
|siewghim|
|wensee|
|Mr Kamal|


|ctg114 class blog|
|Alisa|
|PriyaaSexy|
|Shirley|
wings
|Sureeporn|
****My Alter ego****


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{Soompi}
{Asian OST}
{incomplete.net(dbsk forum)}


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