Sh!tokudoz

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2007-10-17T15:16:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA

HHHEEELLLLLLLLLOOOO!
MY long neglected Blog!!!
AnnYeongHaSaeYo!!!

I've got a Declaration to Make:
"I LOVE DBSK!!!!"

Haha!!! =D

Im gonna abstain for e next ~50days

2007-08-21T19:25:00.001+08:00

Hi to people who linked to tis blog of mine

IM keeping off (ahem) my hubbies at least until promos are over... So i will not be Updating tis blog(which is btw for my Fan-Girling)If u like ---Pls Visit my alter ego's blog ****My Alter ego****
--- that is for upadtes on my daily life.. though it wont be that frequent tt i'd updated since im such a lazy bummer.. =P Cheers.. WAIT FOR ME korea!! wait for me 동방신기!!!

Piccy spams

2007-07-19T18:04:00.000+08:00

LOL im gettin too lazy to type anymore.. so'd spam piccys of my hubbies.. yea.. more of recent micky piccs cus he's so hot nowadays Weee~~ DBSK forever!!!(pictures credit soompi n me)

caps

2007-06-21T11:47:00.000+08:00

Ahahaha.. i made many caps.. downloaded & watched many shows/dramas/movies..[200pounds beauty, shrek3, ocean's13, why why love, proposal daisasuken, performances, concerts, variety shows etc etc]through this last week of june holiday.. FINALLY it feels like holiday..(but a guilty 1..) i know im looking for trouble;courting death.. but i've sunk too deep in to extricate myself... editing later to post my caps.. i'm hoping miracle'd happen n teech me how to study again...

switch

2007-06-21T11:26:00.000+08:00

After some considerations.. i decided to terminate my personal posts on tis blog... & INSTEAD solely focus on e MORE Personal stuffs- aka My Korean hubbies.. ahaha.... hence i've decided to revive my Old Blog addy for non-korean related post---> <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< http://cut_da_crap.blogspot.com/ >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> .. so yea.. BUT tt's so under construction n i dun tink i can find time -especially anytime soon to update it.. so yea.. haiz.. Block test!!! only 3 DAYS away... shitzzzz!!! which sch'd set mid-year paper as 30%%%%!!!!!!!! freAK!!! arggggG...

expanding vocab session I..[e.v.s.]

2007-06-07T21:23:00.000+08:00

'Sardoodledom' (a melodramatic plot)
[fr. sardoodle (blend of Victorien Sardou, French playwright criticized by G. B. Shaw, for the supposed staginess of his plays and doodle) + -dom]
usu. capitalized mechanically contrived plot structure and stereotyped or unrealistic characterization in drama: staginess, melodrama

Pictures!! i jus wana spam(photo credits as watermarked)

2007-06-07T02:59:00.001+08:00

17 days left till Block Test

2007-06-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. I've nothing much to say.. Only 17 days left!!!!! Its gonna be 30% of Promos.. so its like fail this BLOCK TEST is almost equivalent to 70% chance being retained.. Haven't done any holiday assignment.. Overwhelmed by LaZiNesS.. Jess in Korea;Angela at camp;Me in a Bad Shape..
Current Status:
-Ponned 2 guitar lessons
-Many Essays-GP,Geog,Chinese not done
-Many WS-uncountable
-Many tutorials not done..
-Many sleepless nights(truly not enough sleep)
-PW-WR not done
-ETC ETC

Arg.. i get stomachache every time i drink coffee at night..(gotta go toilet)
New Motto- "I WILL CARRY ON WITH MY LIFE SERIOUSLY" Running away'd only make the problem chase you..
{dyings**}

Awwww JaeMin.. Ho love

2007-06-02T01:39:00.000+08:00

Couldn't resist my hubbies are hot,cute &to die for awwww... credits to betiz for e gifs.. =P

DBSK Love!!!!

2007-05-30T21:16:00.001+08:00

DBSK 11th jap single -lovin' you cover shot(So Hot!!)
lol must post some piccs & start my fan gurling while there's some time =)

Joongie= <3333333333333333333333333333

Cheers to Jaemin!! my fav couple =)

Hwattt!!!

(lol a rare pic wif micky-His hair grow fast!!! =)

(dreamy prince yh &his CHaRmiNg SmiLe =)

(hot junsu, Love his Shirt =P)

(what a hot photoshoot)

(another Jaemin!! at jap mtv awards where dbsk won Best Buzz asia Korea award =)

princes in white =)

5 in the black Tohoshinki 2nd live tour truck in Japan

(1 last jj pic =)

Pictures credit to Soompi forums &betiz

laalaalaa~~~

2007-05-30T18:51:00.000+08:00

Wee~~~ i changed my blogskin (at last) & its JaeJoong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) Too many tings to do, too many tings to say but im too lazy.. e previous post i painstakingly typed was lost wen e stupid window closed itself Arggg!!!!(hits e moniter screen).. anws lol i hate retyping so brief summary.. Just watched PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN-AT WORLD'S END in e morning at cck wif ANGELA& JESSICA.. 1more movie down(spidey3 oso down) left shrek3,ocean's13, blades of glory, 200pounds beauty, fantastic4, etc etc.. lol... AWWWW Jess's going KOREA...AGAIN!!!!! On fri!!(1st june) So cool!!!! me n angela wana be smuggled there in her luggage!! So many tings to ask her buy!!! gonna write my list tonight!! lol (envy**envy**) arrr.... lol yea so many tings to type lol i'd replace wif pic =) oya..

OBS was cool too, too bad i dun have any pic cus no cam no fone those few days.. too bad.. But i LOVE BARKERS!!! BARKERS ROCKS!! SBS ROCKS!! I LOVE e ChEErs!!!Wee~~ Belaying!! Rock climbing!! Kayaking!! Camping!! Sleeping on Rocks!! waking up at 430am!! Stinking becus didnt bathe!! Itching frm bites!! Nv Brush teeth!! Playing Open Numbers!! Laughing Like Mad!!! Wee~~~

kks enuf said.. Piccys!!!(frm april-now) =)

(left to right-me, jessica& belinda)=)
[30/4/07] Yay we good frens went to cck to eat(at foodcourt) lol we're a bunch of broke ppl

(Jing shi &me-Purple!! Wee~~)

(apples frm my sch canteen[8/5/07](sliced40cents)) =)

(Wings at e lib posing wif her cam lol[6/5/07])

[7/5/07](Random Rainbow outside e sch toilet!! lol so pretty)

[8/5/07]These are no ordinary currypuffs.. lol it contains love, care &concern frm our wings to smint!! woot~~

[12/5/07] Yay!! e mother's day present i wrapped=) im so proud of myself cus tis is like e 1st real Mother's day pressie i gave my mum!!(not e usual fake flowers i make myself lol) Inside contains a $238 DKNY watch.. who wan steal?? haa so lame...

(more pics)(sideview)

(final product)=)

[12/5/07]Angela n me went studying at lib... Lol n she saw some1 frm a sch.. e 1 circled in red is..
Introducing --Xiao chi!!! a councillor candidate frm ajc who likes to self-cam & gives some ppl ahem spasm & has a Bf (O_o) lol so we pretend to take angela's pic to take down evidence of xc & her Bf lol..(e 1 circled in green is xc's bf)

lol aft e lib lights off me & Angela went to uncle ringo's funfair jus beside cwp

(e price tag lol)

some of e rides there

house of stuffed tiggers ;P haa~

lol so funn!!! we took e 2 most ex rides -vortex &-challenger
$12 each ride lol aft tt we're Broke!!!

(Before e vortex: me&angela)

(After :P) (oozy**) lol same expressions

[18/5/07]coconut sold in sch drinks store lol.. i got a really tough coconut tt can bend my spoon wen i eat 1 lol so i carved my class-114 on its =) looks nice sia hee~~

[20/5/07] potato chunks frm e lib wif chillie sauce lol hmm looks delicious?? haa i ate it up =P yummy!!!

kiwi wheatgrass smoothie- new flavor lol but it looks like green poo poo.. so-so.. lol anyways i drank it All up too haa~~

tis is e pic i took frm pulau ubin aft gettin fone bk on last day of OBS camp & leaving e island for Singapore mainland =) we saw a water spout.. dunno if its caught in my picture tho lol we tot it was a tornado but it doesnt seem to be moving lol den in e evening e news reported abt it lol Wee~~

lol i've ran out of pics tt i've snapped to post
.. lol so i guess here ends my post =)

DUN Make My Oppa Cry!!!!- im gonna kill u..

2007-04-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

Geez.. Gotta hand in Final PI tml!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so shyty!!!! argggggg.....
(e only enjoyable ting tt i did today was probably only during e guitar session ba--- Yay GUITAR ROCKS!!!) Its Sio Cool sia.. i gotta learn how to bend fingers!!!!
No mood to do hw esp aft reading tis on soompi...
-- IM so gonna KILL e intervewer VJ.. Grr!!!

[my poor jaejoong ='( ]

"JJ's Hard Times...
VJ: Yunho n Junsu are starting their first year in MingJi Univ. this year, Changmin also become a college student of JingHee Univ, let's celebrate this first!
(Everybody gives an applause) I heard that JJ dropped out from high school bcoz of singing?
JJ: Yes, I did... i wanted to find things that i'm really like/passionate about doing
VJ: Did you have a hard time when u came to Seoul?
JJ: Yes, I did... I've been taking up many different type of jobs
VJ: I heard that u ever sold your blood?
Yunho: It's was giving his blood! (see how Yunho try to make the words "sell blood" softer- correct the freakishly Wrong term usage by e VJ)
JJ: It was bcoz i have to pay rent, the money i got from giving my blood was exchanged for some biscuits (his eyes started to turn red)
VJ: It's really wasnt easy! To get some pieces of biscuits... I also heard that in those working days, u have ever eaten some left noodles? (i mean, d'noodles that people who hasnt finished eating it yet n left it)
Junsu: JJ wont be as hungry as Changmin... (I think he's trying to make everybody laugh by creating some jokes, but it doesnt work...)
Changmin: (Laugh)
JJ: (No answer)
VJ: Right? (she even forced him to answer that question??? she's crazy!)
JJ: At the moment, it was bcoz... i was too hungry... (starting to lose his voice) - (poor JJ, that stupid interviewer woman cant see how embarrassing this thing is??? It's painful memories that JJ wouldnt want to recall!)
VJ: And also when u want to save some money to take bus, you spent 3hours to walk on ur feet?
JJ: Yes, i've ever done that (His tears began to flow down, Yoochun grab him a tissue) Changmin: (Not talking, his eyes began turning red)
VJ: Ah, it was really hard but u made it through... Do u have the most hard times? (Im gonna kill her!!!)
JJ: (Couldnt stop wiping his tears with the tissue)
Yoochun: It's no problem. No matter what, we've succeed now! (Hold JJ's back, comforting him) - (It's obvious here that Yoochun is trying to make the interviewer to change her topic!)
Yunho: (Gives JJ a hug)
JJ: I really thank Cassiopeia for giving me so much support, i never thought that i could stand on a stage to sing and dance/perform for everyone... If not, maybe right now i would still be around in Seoul's street (a little gapping), I dont know what to say (cry again), really, thank you guys so much! thank you... (loses his voice 'til he couldnt talk bcoz of crying)
credits - hero baidubar + TVfXQ_Family + tvfxqforever + CF trans credit - hanwoncherr@tvfxqforever (i edited e vocab for jj's part a bit)
changmin, yoochun, yunho and junsu r such good frens to jaejoong *sniff*" Now JJ got into Uni too!!! He's not tt pathetic like tt stupid vj was implying.. Grr.. HWAITING!!!! Jaejoongie Oppa!!!! im a cassiopeia too-will always support u!!!!!! (dun cry over these matters anymore)*sniffs

Funny history of naming

2007-04-24T22:03:00.000+08:00

(Taken from soompi)
'Dong Bang Shin Ki's Original Name was Oh Jang Yook Bu'

The ups and downs and episodes of DBSK before they were formed are revealed on Mnet's special program '21C Artist'.

DBSK has grown into a massive idol group from SM Entertainment's education and long practice, and with affective marketing.
Any singer-wannabe would envy DBSK, but despite their legendary birth, their stories were quite the opposite.

Before, the group's name was not 'Dong Bang Shin Ki' but 'Oh Jang Yook Bu'[dictionary definition: the five viscera and the six entrails (of gall bladder, stomach, small and large intestines, the paunch, the bladder and the bowels]. Leader Uknow Yunho says with a smile "We came up with names like 'Jun Muk Go','Oh Jang Yook Bu','Dong Bang Bul Pe' which seems childish now, but back then it had a big meaning."

'Jun Muk Go' means 'A whale who eats legends' but it was disqualified because it was hard to pronounce. 'Oh Jang Yook Bu' meant to become a group that not even one can be left out, like such important organs. We finally came up with 'Dong Bang Bul Pe'(Invincibles of the east). LSM even went to china's director to get the permission. But 'Bul Pe's hanja(chinese characters) were not pretty, so it was disqualified.

Uknow Yunho says "I remember during debut days, if we meet staff members, we should say our name proudly but we would say 'Dong Bang~' and slur the rest. Now we think that it's a good name, but it's regretful that we were like that."

Max Changmin admitted that he was embarassed of being called 'Max' infront of his name. Now it's a trend to add a name to the front, but back then, Hero Jaejoong and Max Changmin felt embarrased.

Hero Jaejoong confessed "KKW producer suggested 'Yeong Woong Bon Sek'(Hero in nature) but LSM teacher said that Hero is a better name. I thought it was a joke, but it immediately became Hero Jaejoong."

There were many hardships trying to memorize long names. "There were times like "Yoochun ah! Bring Micky' or 'Micky ya, where's Yoochun?'. Sometimes we would mix up 3 member's names. I'm happy it's becoming a trend now."

Today...

2007-04-24T00:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday---today---tomorrow... no breaks for me yet... dunno if its anything to be happy about... Weeee~~~ Staying-awake marathon...(sun)' Yesterday's eyes' opened all for PI draft(what else could there be?).. Aiya.. As i type tis post.. "today"(mon) slipped by and tomorrow(tue) is out le.. so frm NOW onward- yesterday(mon)- morning was a really wrenched day to begin with.. couldnt hit the 500word draft essay even though edited the whole night -only till 600+words, haven done chinese compo, oral eng vocal ones symbols, + loads of other stuff.. n cant print my stuff n no1 can help me print too n forgot to bring my guitar for cca too.. and Geog plate tectonics test 1st ting in e morning how to study.. another Ugrade again.. 'twas falling aslp 1/2 of e test.. today also very bad.. haven done bio summary n chi compo n bio practical ws... Shucks.. Y do i keep delaying Hw????

The day b4(sun)(22/4/2007) i went lib- hoped to do hw... but meet Swiss E6 xinyi= impossible to do wk le lo.. lol e 1st ting we did was go for lunch[angela busy tt day] den we went cafe "do hw".. lol lunch was at CWP food horizon foodcourt.. Xinyi recommended
(sweet and sour fish+rice set-$4.20)
(xinyi ate tis -salad sauce fried fish)
{makes me hungry just looking to them...ummm}

(my ice chocolate @ library's cafe-$3.20)-sideview
(we need 'liscense' to sit @cafe table)
(frontview and logo of e ex,,,,,,, drink)
(topview)
(xy's cookies&cream milkshake lol-like (bai mo)white foam

(tis also cafe food-cheesecake angela bought on 20/4/07) yumm,,,

my ice chocolate again on 20/4/07

(ny branch at sch(mon-23/4/07)-$1.60) so cheap n delicious

(114 Yj's april babies's cake frm 'bangawang' solo i tink..)
Well done welfare rep n helpers.. Happy Birthday-Audrey -Weihao -WaiDek
(Yawnsssssssssss.. really tired.. going slp le.)

Haiz.........

2007-04-22T18:33:00.000+08:00

I'm thinking of starting a food log soon... Because... I've been eating and eating uncontrollably;spending way too much money on things that not only just pass through my digestive tract and out. Food log'd help me track wads passing through.. LOL

Grr.. Tomorrow gotta hand in PI in 500words and i haven't started editing it yet... AAHHHH!!!! DYING-DYING-DYING... cant breathe!!!.. (Jennifer GP/PW ct is giving me e creeps already)
LoL yea.. I'm really asking for it.. Cuz yesterday totally slacked spending all e time wib my DBSK..
AWWWWW!!!! <33333333

MeiHui's email-about how ppl dun have enuf food elsewhere in e world- it makes me so sad... so forwarded e mail to many ppl-make them sad too lol (jus kidding guys) Seriously, like what every1 always says: WE ARE VERY VERY VERY FORTUNATE... and we have to be THANKFUL.. I hope e pics can help us appreciate what we have today. Lets take a minute to reflect:

Quotes frm e mail:
"I felt very fortunate to live in this part of the world. I promise I will never waste my food no matter how bad it can taste and how full I may be. I promise not to waste water. I pray that this little boy be alleviated from his suffering.
I pray that we will be more sensitive towards the suffering in the world around us and not be blinded by our own selfish nature and interests. I hope this picture will always serve as a reminder to us about how fortunate we are and that we must never ever take things for granted."
Think & look at this...when you complain about your food and the food we waste daily..." MAY ALL HUMAN BEINGS BE FREE FROM SUFFERING!!!!

revival of my on9 alter ego..^^

2007-04-16T20:47:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Where should I begin...(<-notice that I'm not using any abbreviation) Yays (Pats myself on the back) Hopefully this online me can stay alive and maybe even churn out essays by the dozens... Okay lets begin my first post in 2007 with a little update on me. =) I've completed O-levels, so has everyone else.. Ha. -Done graduation tea.[filled with nostalgia] -With help from Angela's aunt, Angela and I went to work in Takashimaya's Christmas gift section (Talking Hall).[gained a little work experience as a promoter] -Went to Pioneer Junior College for PAE, but only gone through the orientation plus one week lectures before withdrawing. [miss the fun dance/mass dance and people, especially swiss friends-(cant dominate PJC with them-yanling, caroline, (ramya& beewah(previously)+ ) -Went to work for Jones collection (same boss as Christmas job) at (pardon the slang)-OOLU- desolate Turf city.(Almost became interested in casino industry since Casino training school located there) -Received O-levels result, failed to get into Anderson Junior College, failed in appeal to Nanyang JC, now in Yishun JC. LOL<--- one example of life's ironies(too lazy to explain){ Geez... me and my pathetic life-LOL I'm such a loser} Anyways.. I think I've acclimatized at around 65% to JC life currently.. It's so cool, I've recently donated blood to HSA-so fun and meaningful and (ahem* excuse to pon class) I've joined the school's guitar ensemble which is SuperCool as well, moreover, today is the first official guitar practice which we took the whole session to tune our guitars( can't shake off the feeling that I'm the most pathetic member- no tuner- dunno anything- guitar 'zao xia'-dunno how to place fingers even though demonstrator in front of my eyes. LOL (-hope things gets better)

Today is also classmate-Audrey's birthday,( tomorrow's Junki's birthday) today our CT Mrs Inge treated us to pizza(so nice right?exactly. -meaning the pizza and our teacher as well) actually (according to her) it's partially because our class impressed the people who came to access her for her ability to teach gifted program students.

The reason why I have the time to post this is because i have finished some of my homework(so i'm very free compared to yesterday when i was fretting and panicking over writing of PI for PW and AQ for GP, so much so that i only managed 1 hour of dozing off in front of the computer in the wee hours of the morning.. thus falling asleep every minute of the day today... (Going to sleep soon)

Yea.. so i guess that's about all that's about me, me and me... =) I lead such a boring life I know... but i cant help it LOL. Ks In between all those events i mentioned, i managed to eye many more yummy eye-candies other than DBSK and many are J-stars ^^ ...(cant resist posting =P YamaP! Ryo! Jun! Shun! Kame! NEWS!!! ARASHI!! KAT-TUN!!*drools*)

[bk to informalities-->now hope tt prince in prague photobook arrive asap!! ordered 'All abt DBSK dvd' f rm michin korea still not here yet!! n 5 in the black album not in SP yet!! and Y DBSK'd nv come to SP??? their 2nd concert!!!!! awwww.. i know e ans tho LOL --> e dang SM company!!]

(credits to soompi and whoever who posted these pics online)

dream diary

2006-09-19T11:10:00.000+08:00

Muahaha.. today tho there's exams but i dun nid go sch! yea! Cuz i dun take history..hmmm.. i slept at 10pm yesterday tho.. (was too tired) n i slept for 12hrs ^-^ ... [im gloating] i had e most wonderful dream tt i wanna remember 4eva.. so gonna recount it b4 i forget it all---
i was dreaming about today.. lol. no school. in my dreams i woke up at 8+am n i took e train (shld be) to go to grandma's house..tho on e train its unpleasant..saw some idiotic ppl goin to sch at tt time n some unknown ppl folo me to my granma hse..but wateva..tts not e important ting..den i took e bus altho i dunno why but on e way, i saw JaeJoong! wearing some kinda kendo uniform doin taichi or wateva workout with e residents at e open park.. i kno its JaeJoong even tho i onli saw him for 1 sec.. (e bus whizzed past)
JaeJoong's hair was still black n he was wearin his signature cross earrings..
<--- looking something like this ofcourse i ran there n i saw jessica already there.. i told her i saw Jaejoong but she like say ofcourse la she saw him earlier dunno since when.. ok lo(tho i was dreamin abt today-tis part is a bit unrealistic cuz jessica shld be in school for elective history exam..--lol but jaejoong doing workout in singapore with e resident s of woodlands even more unrealistic . lol--
ok so in front of us, there's a booth.. i tink is SM company set up de.. anw.. e manager was t here wearin a suit n speaking in chinese n english.. i tot he shld be korean? anw he knew chinese n english.. but nobody botherin him.. anw.. den yunho came out wearin a jacket n sunglasses.. but no1 seems to kno him(or jaejoong oso) he took off his jacket to reveal a Dong Bang Shin Ki shirt inside n e crowd started to ~woo n waaa~ but i dun tink they knew wat they were wooing n waaing abt lol.. e poor manager finally got some attention n ask e crowd if any1 knew him..since i was infront i answered tt i knew.. but i was looking at yunho's dashing face n tinking abt jaejoong tt i forgot his name.. den i recalled_"U-Know" i shouted.. e manager smiled n yunho also smiled his charming smile but cuz i din see jaejoong wif them so i asked e manager where's jaejoong n whether i can have his autograph but he manager jus said tt-'jaejoong has been signing autographs till his hand's pain,some other time'... wad rubbish.. fine so i wanted to ask yunho for his autograph but he's disappeared..
n that is n ot all aftwards i lef t e place n i tot i saw some1 whom i suspect is yunho get into a cab.. i told jess its him but she say is not ..ok..
nxt i was in a shopping mall n i saw yunho again he was going to e changing room to try out some clothes frm a shop.. i really wanted at least his signature n wanted to buy another of their DBSK album so that he can sign on it... but den i tot tt e fans shldnt be e ones always takin, mayb e shld get him a gift to remember singapore..but he disappeared again n i didnt see e rest of e members of DBSK tho n t ts e end of e dream......................
e last part is i purposely lie in bed longer to dream it de.. lol... haiz.. its just a dream tho.. in real life where got liddat 1 ..? where ppl dunno them.. n they come to singapore? haiz... such a nice dream.. i've typed out most of what i remembered anw.. tts it lah..

gosh thei'r always there (n here too)

2006-09-17T02:25:00.000+08:00

Angela sent me e caps for DBSK-always there mv..THXXXXX! too bad my stupid com cant do much..haiz.. but wadeva.. secretly usin com now.. Dong Bang Shin Ki rocks!!! DBSK;tohoshinki;TVXQ foreva!!!!! i like their iamge in tis mv best till now.. JaeJoong!!! Changmin!! Yunho! Junsu. yoochun.. awww

V(max's wearin JJ's earring! JaeMin!! JaeMin!!)V

Min Min is so cute;singing so seriously..^^

(Yunho wearing JJ's necklace! JaeHo!! JaeHo!!)

(JaeJoong's body vvvvvvvvvvv) (JaeJoong likes e right side of his face? ChangMin likes e left??)

DBSK forever!!!!!!

muahahaha.... Kim JaeJoong~ Hero!!

middle of nothing

2006-09-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

Geezz.. time zooms n rocket by..
finally am i able to wrestle e com away frm my bro n use it openly in front of mum..
but gotta shut down in 10 mins so i'll make it quick..
Prelims exams half way-- left physics. chemistry pratical. biology. Amaths.
oo, e last exam i had was bio prac.. just recalled it --1 word to summarize it=gross
pulled e leg off a grasshopper? they waste bugs man , 1 grasshopper for everyone.. 1"leg" of prawn.. more likely e tail ba.. anyways i tink i made a mess.. arg dun wana tok bout it anymore .. giving up on physics.. i guess i'll just read bio ba... prelims no hope le.. i dun wan e results to come out!! i hope i can still do ok for chem tho.. even tho i din finish e paper.. actually e onli paper i've managed to complete is e Biology practical.. SHyT man !! AHHH my humanities subject is so gonna kill me.. im so dead..
aws... my love for kim Jae Joong is grOWING STRONGER n DEEPER every day!!!!! Saranghamida hero!!! changmin is also creeping into my heart woo~~~ JAE. MIN. HO. ahhh
i cant stop tis feeling.. i dun wanna stop it anw (blush blush) [sry jess]
muahahaa

the song's nice lyrics oso nice

2006-09-05T14:26:00.000+08:00

woo~~ go listen to kangta's --just one day... i like i t alot!

lyrics oso quite meaningful... (credit: angela introduce me to tis song 1)

its nice

05. Just One Day

translation by: Jungie (also credit: aheeyah.com)

Not able to do anything about it I live. Even one day is hard.
My absurd wishes and now I have to live on with you erased.

Your one name still lives inside of me.
Why do the words "if times passes you must forget" not effect me?

I want to live for just a day, just one day as if I've erased you.
Because you'll worry that I'm living like this.
I pray that you're not like I am, that you've forgotten me, that you don't know me anymore.
It was always not enough, but my last favor is that you
be happy. Even though I seem like a fool.

If we could divide it one by one amongst ourselves, it'd be a little better.
I have the painful name of seperation and you the name of freedom and like that we'll live on. With the memories of you being there and the

memories that were so crazily happy I'll have to find some way to live.

I want to live for just one day, just one day as if I've erased you.
Because you'll worry that I'm living like this.
I pray that you're not like I am, that you've forgotten me, that you don't know me anymore.
It was always not enough, but my last favor is that you
be happy. Even though I seem like a fool.

Will you forget me little by little for just a day, just one day?
Walk away just slowly, please. And in that same way I'll turn around.
I'll probably try to live as if I've gone insane,
for it can't be in this world.
For the time I live, I've left you in the care of the world.
It'll be so long but I'll wait.

^- ^

2006-09-05T14:17:00.000+08:00

How can i not have this song too??

01.HUG!!! by dbsk .dong bang shin gi.

translation by: eebyul (also credit: soompi and aheeyah.com)

(jae joong)
I want to be your bed in your room for just a day
I want to make you go to sleep, comfortably, warmly in my arms
(Mickey)
for you, I'd win over all your problems and all your busy errands,
Even the monster in your dream

(jae joong)
I wonder how a day without me passes by for you
Im so curious to how much you really love me

(junsu)
I want to be your diary in your little drawer
I want to put all your secrets in my heart, without you knowing

(changmin)
I want to be your kitty for just a day
You feed it warm milk and softly embrace it

(UKnow)
Seeing your playfulness with the cat and your cute kisses to it
I guess I even felt a little jealous

(Mickey) My heart is like this...
(junsu) You're the only person who can see it
(Mickey) No matter who I see, or where I am,
(junsu)I only look at you

(changmin)
I want to be your close lover just for a day
I'd be able to listen to your accomplishments and even your complaints
(junsu)
Just for you

(changmin)
In my heart, in my soul
Love is still something thats awkward to me but
(jae joong)
I want to you give you everything in this world
Even if it would only be in my dreams

(changmin)
My heart is like this
Just the fact that I can watch over you,
(junsu)
Makes me so grateful, Im so happy, even if I lack a lot

(jae joong)
I want to be your lover forever
When you are in my arms, I want to become stone
So we can stay this way forever

listening to tis

2006-09-05T14:14:00.000+08:00

awww.. i like tt part-- 'im your man'

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

DBSK's

04. Will you be my girlfriend?

translation by: Jungie (aheeyah.com)

Even if I wake up from my sleep, it feels like I'm dreaming.
My finger is still cut with your fragrance.
Your soft lips, that night,
because we were so shy we didn't say anything.

This is the first time I've felt this fluttering so full in my heart.
I'm your man

Over every night and over every day stay by my side only.
Will you become my girlfriend to fill the empty leftside of my heart?
Look carefully, you're inside my eyes.
I'm only a heartbeat away

Even the boring days I just laugh and get over them
and for just the days we promised to meet, I wait everyday.
As I'm loving you, I must be becoming more like you.
This side of me that I've never seen is awkward.

This fluttering that I've felt for the first time so full in my heart

So that I can feel it.

Over every night and over every day stay by my side only.
Will you become my girlfriend to fill the empty leftside of my heart?
Look carefully, you're inside my eyes.
I'm only a heartbeat away

Silently close your eyes and turn around. The wind carries these words (my voice)
"I love you so much, my heart might explode.." I'm the only your heartbeat

Every night, everyday the world becomes more beautiful.
The moment I saw you, you were the biggest present the heavens have sent me.
You're my only one.

Over every night and over every day stay by my side only.
Will you become my
girlfriend to fill the empty leftside of my heart?
Look carefully, you're inside my eyes. I'm only one
I'm here to love you
I'm only one heartbeat away

poli tica lly inclined grouchings of so ci al un fa irn ess

2006-09-05T13:00:00.000+08:00

i'm so disappointed
If there's one thing in this world which i cannot stand, that would be sexism .
the reason why i feel so stongly about it is because i live wi th a sexist.
After tt huge arguement with her, "becareful of what you do, some1's jealous bout many things" i overheard her say to him in an audible whisper. she did it on purpose.
feeling indignant is not feeling jealous. she cant even differentiate that.
Indignant(adj) angry because you feel you have been insulted or unfairly treated
Jealous(adj) angry or unhappy because some1 else has something you wish u had
the defination of jealous means you are jealous la, but indignant means someone took away or deprive me of what is rightfully mine therefore making me feel upset ... im not really angry t ho.... arg.. cant continue
(lost in thoughts)......
This is a vicious cycle. she is a female too.WHy cant she acknoledge her own rights? Why favor males? Why believe that there is no equality? Why cant she accept that times are changing n her mindset should change too? why would she rather do everything herself than to let her precious do a lil of e work? why use things tt she claim she knows as arguement?
i will not let this matter rest .. but when i do -she'd have lost me
Why does she believe that just becus there was no fairness for her means she must carry on the unfair system? She did not complain = i cannot complain.
Responsibilities.responsibilit ies. Why cant it be divided n shared equally by everyone? That SHoULd be the way and not as tho such an idea is absurd and a complete no-no.. Now she wanna go ask granny about her opinion on this-saying granny knows about these stuff best. im speechless.Her mindset is that of granny's???(no offence granny)
i feel so sad for my fellow female counterparts on the planet.. Have you been suffering in silence? Unknowingly?
If one day i amass enough power, i'd fight for female rights. i would battle for e cause n instill awareness in every O+ .....
Howeve r, now i'm totally drained.lethargy weighs down on me. i've deflated. i still hope to break out of e vicious cycle even tho i just realised that the word fair could possibly be a cruel joke..
Althogh 'fair' means reasonable and acceptable, you add a 'Y' at e end & you'd get a fairy tale(fantasy).. Get it? AHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. (T_T) sobs (zi ai-ing)

ChoCoLaTes @ e StAiRcAsE- - -YOU MUST BE KIDDING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

GAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH............
i need to vent my frustrations... Again.. or i'll go crazy........ maybe we were careless...
But i believe its because we're innocent.. wads wrong wif it anyway?
Any student walking past a teacher would subconsciously keep anything that he/she feels is not appropriate to be spotted by e teacher right? RIGHT? And tt particular teacher which i find hateful, just hard to go and say -"hiding it very well huh" n say how we want to end up like her own class-> need to report everyday to e office.. Threatening, suspecting, kaypoing... still ok...i can still tolerate.. i admit it will be wrong of us if we were to eat in klass.. But HELLO??? DID we eat in klass? Why cannot bring food to klass?? We Never intend to eat it in klass. We just had lunch n were feeling so full.. would we eat then? probably not.. We told her that we wanted to take home to eat e few chocolate bars(we bought quite a few cuz as kiasu singaporeans, we cannot resist discount -2 for $2 chocolate bars) n she just does not have any trust; none;nil;nada;zip;zero n say she WILL get us-> if we dare to bring e chocolate bars to class---she will make sure our whole class will end up like her klass n we'd better go to e canteen to finish up e food...Guess wads her reason for being suspicious n not trusting? --> e look on my face. HUH. Guess how i'd 've describe how i look=> DISBELIEF;INCREDULOUS;"ARE YOU KIDDING ME???" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...............
it should have been e obvious.. "ARE YOU KIDDING ME????" Did i looked like i cant wait to swallow e bars in klass? ;i cant resist not eating e chocolates in klass? Did i????????
If she had thought so.. she mUST have been blind... she IS blind; n unreasonable n made me soo upset n agitated.. made me wanna use colourful language like BLOODY HELL!!!
later we pretended to go to e canteen n sort of tried to smuggle e chocolates to class (wad'd u expect? we're too full to eat anymore) n she had e nerve to come n make us surrender our chocolates in e klass.. For HEAVEN's SAKE!!!! WE did not eat!!! ARRRRRRRRGGGGG....(our $$ oso!)
By doing that, she ruined our klass' reputation, stole us personal belongings n showed that she did not trust us.. that is so. .... upsetting.. The saddest thing is..- i used to respect her very much.. now... i dunno : "wad kinda teacher are you...? " It SAD;pathetic...

Happiness comes from within

2006-08-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

WooT~~ O lvl engish oral exams over!!!! tt was yesterday.. seemed like so long ago.. hurray.. i've got a feeling ; a hunch that our day's topic is e EASIEST!! its a passage and picture about food catering.. so conversation question was like ---wads ur favourite place to eat? where would u recommend ur frens to eat? do u prefer to work under an employer or yourself? Haha.. i shalln't rub salt on e wounds of e other candidates who got more challenging topics.. h.a. no more oral examinations!!! woot!!!

But then.. e examiners appear to be quite unfriendly/cold/inexperienced/bored ppl (wif faces tt ppl claim they wanna bash..) ..ummm wadever.. its over..
haiz.. so now wad? left >2wks to PRELIMS!! ar gggg............ haben started revision................ [i cant stop complaining] wad r we doing actually? is it worth it? is studying everything? can we really lead the life that we wish for in the future? is there a future? will the sky fall on our head? bla bla bla..

Mr k**** is really a slacker.. i tink it was a bout 2 wks since we had any lessons wif him.. n i was quite pissed at him.. i thought tt he'd given up on us.. but tts just wad i thought.. now he's back..(i can totally memorise n recite wadever he said cuz he keeps repeating it) (i tink every1 tt he taught probably oso can too) n preaching us abt WILL POWER and DETERMINATION as our tools n our attitude towards life.. a bottle is either half full or half empty.. you make yourself happy. HAPPINESS COMES FROM WITHIN. life is UNFAIR.just accept it. meritocracy is just a system to make unfair things fairer, n it doesnt work very well, many flaws but its still e best system now. Our classmates are not e ones tt we should compete with, dont be lone ranger, share n help each other to pit against e 'others out there'.. There are 3% olympic runner who dun nid study n are naturally smart n ppl who are smart n study hard n people who are not so smart n study extremely hard..How to win them?
whenever mr k**** says tt.. no doubt its inspiring n motivating, however.. personally i feel depressed n defeated.. mr k****'s reverse psychology mtd isnt working too well with me.. i tink its jus t me but i feel that his smiles are rather forced even tho mostly he may be applying sacarsm n even tt sacarsm is made up..he's telling n retelling n reretelling his stories to all e classes he teach n at least pretend to be enthusiatic n in awe e subject.. i tink its a lil strained.. a lil overboard?.. BUT we NEED the reminders.. thank goodness for mr k**** 's consistent reminders..his unwavering spirit alone is our backbone of support.. thank you.. kamsahamida! lets all buck up n spruce up ourselves for e upcoming prelims n more importantly_ O lvls!

(then maybe 10 years down the road we can meet mr k**** on e streets n boast to him abt our achievements (perhaps employ him,giving him a better paying job-jus like he wished for ) n become one of e story he'd tell his students)

[i'm being philosophical n so serious in tis post] hmmm... wrote enuf le.. wOooooo~~ (transform back to my normal self ) Jae Joong oppa!! DBSk Hero yunho max jun xiah micky..~~ xuan bing~~ saranghe

(motto_ aza aza houiting!)

cont'd.. (TT'd)

2006-08-18T20:50:00.000+08:00

TT time... superband part II i shld continue n not leave it hanging like tt.... Anw this feels abit wierd.. it seems quite long ago tt we went to e grand finals..(no time to update).... anyways.. like we wanted n predicted n anticipated n hollered our lungs hoarse ; MI LU BING clinched e title -very SUPERBAND!! congrats.... woot~ (aiyah.. e 'highness' level subsided) yeaaa.. got lotsa Goong files.. people there so outrageous! How can!! HOw can they dump the files into e rubbishbins n on e floor.. Angela n i gotta savalage them.. we picked up most of e files.. yea.. we saved Goong! we saved shin n yul n e palace! we saved e day! woo~~~

TT night.. i would like to express my gratitude to e kind bus driver uncle who literally went the extra mile to drive us 5? poor,broke and penniless swiss students home. Kamsahamida! n to you guys-siew ghim, angela n e two other soul supporters.. you all found e way/ transport for us to get home.. i was so useless n it was ur persistence tt 'moved' the uncle.. sorry for my... ehhh unhelpfulness n coldness.. i was 'low' cannot high then... sorry and thank you.. Biyandaeyo.. Kamsahamida..

Interesting fact

2006-08-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

DO u know that when you think, use ur brain, ur brain sends nerve impulses n use up energy in e process..
so, u will feel hungry.. n if u think enuf... u Can Slim Down! jian fei.. Cool huh.. smart ppl hu tink alot has all e advtange... woot~ sweet~ a good reason for you to use ur brain n do HW too! but.. prelims in 4 weeks..

SUPERBAND!!!-> Grand finals!!!!!(part1)

2006-08-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

WOOoooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tix for Superband grand finals concert!!!!!!!
TML(sat 5th 2006) thx siew ghim for getting me e tix... ^^

Siew ghim, angela n me going together.. [her sis, other ppl i dunno hu oso going..(hmm joo zhi not allowed to go...(not enuf tix too)(got tix last min) we planning to do banners in e mornin.. so day starts at 8+am
den gonna que up early n wait til 7.30pm... o~~ tis little sacrifice is worth it
--MI Lu BING.. we support u!!!!!!!! pink tee all e way..
--homework.......... prelims........................o levels...........................................................
------>>>>>>>>have to wait.. MI LU BING will win hopefully...
wen i actually go already den i'll post again.. (to be continued)

P.S.
--tho i support mi lu bing, lucify oso not bad, soul oso, j3 oso
but my preference of e winner is--->
most prefered =mi lu bing
-lucify
-soul
least -J3( sry but they just dun have e Xfactor even tho they have nice voices)

-- even tho i support milu bing, hero n xuan bing ur not forgotten.. ur place ur still assured!!!

hmmmm(=_=)

2006-08-04T21:09:00.000+08:00

Haiya.. today n yesterday...
1st time in my short life tt i find walking down the stairs more tedious than walking up n vice versa...

(hmmm... hobbling around isnt exactly the best way to travel- it suxxxxx big time..
u end up slower dan tortoise.. moody wu gui jing is faster~~ (6_6))
wen u have a sprained ankle like the 1 i received during 1st 10mins of pe lesson while pouncing on the ball at e same time as 4-5 other enthu ppl... ur ankle will swell~ n become swollen.. n if u keeep leaning on ur other leg n using it for walking n watsoeva, ur uninjured leg will become s0RE!!! argggg... (n ppl see u limping liddat will tink u're a freak)

When u go visit a chinese senseh, expecting foot massage for ur sprained ankle, u may wait as he treats a stroke patient.. u hear his story n waste away a nice whole hour.. wen ur turn comes, he looks at ur foot.. ask u to rotate it, and massage ur hand for less than 5min(miraculously e swollen part of e foot become less swollen).. u smile n pay him($xx) n tts it...(ofcourse i rejected acupuncture n instead opted for stinky chi medcine)...
[a life experience tt is sufficient once n no more

P.S.
-Dear mum n dad, im sorry for causing u trouble n making u worry
-Dear Xuan bing(ah3)& Hero, sorry for not taking care of myself n making both of u worried..
-Dear frenz, thx for walking slower with me(esp. siew ghim) n others oso thx hor
i promise u to take betta care of myself xP

Sad saD post..... (T_T)

2006-08-01T19:36:00.000+08:00

Signs of depression

My 'zi hai' last only 3 seconds-(the sun is not shining bright enuf-onli3sec not covered by clouds)
I do homework like nobody's business-(cuz e onli ting tt can make me even sadder is homework)
I keep repeating an emotional song in my mp3
I stare into empty spaces(spaced out)
I want to get hit by train or die(almost)
The grass is not so green, the sky is not so blue..
Life has no meaning
Sighing non-stop
Lethargy
Eat too much
I crap more than usual
severe mood swings
cursing/swearing
i write on blog
i think too much
i dun feel like eating(yet keep eating)
speaking incoherently
cant tink straight(yet tink too much)
contradicting
siannnnnnn
i dun even wan find pics of ah3 n hero yet
im deflated
im focused yet distracted
confused but clear-headed
dun wanna watch tv
continuing with tis list
keep crapping
wan make others irritated
not trying to do hw
not giving a damn anymore
etc. etc..........................................

Cause of depression

my MP3!!!!!!!!! sob sob ---screen is cracked

(just after i added korean songs inside...... why??!!!! arrrrgggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!)

2. some sneaky rats frm other klass complain bout my klass------ wad the prob is with them or whoever?! TO hell with you!!!! steal sweets from my table..for wad? wad are u gonna do?! show them to mdm T*** and say we have them?eat e sweets,show her e wrapper n tell her we eat them? frame us?! Dont ever come near my table or step into my class.. i dont kno wad i'd do...im serious. i hope that you did not do what i suspect you might do, if u did, i hate you, u may not kno hu u are but i'll not forget the emotional damage that you have done to me.....

3.frustrated with the mock exams coming up and e tremedous amt of hw n e ridiculously long remedials.. the remedials suck away all my energy.... it eats away our time, leaving no time for self study or recreation..its more of a boon than boost...

4. dun have superband GF tix... wad a pity

5.i owe too much homework n didnt study for test...(T_T)

6.O lvls eng oral in 2 wks? 3more wks to prelims? O lvls ?

STRESSED~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

1st Eyeball....oO

2006-05-20T19:58:00.000+08:00

I think i may be a lil obsessed with eyeballs... today is the first time i "dissect" an eyeball..
(the eyeball of e fish i had for dinner-8.01pm 20th may 2006) hmm.. black chloriod coat for sclera to prevent total internal refraction for light. i kept a lil 'sovenior' too. not as *urgh* as i tot compared to e first time i saw Bio cher cut up pig's eyeball(i used chopstick;not knife) ...... i tink e round translucent sphere i gt aft scrapping off e white sclera is e vitreous humour(a jelly) but its hard n solid.
Q:Is cooked vitreous humour hard or is it naturally hard?
(i'll ask teacher some other time)
Q:Is fish's eyeball e same as pig or human's?
Q: R all eyeballs e same?
hmmm.......

Evacuating lousy english

2006-05-19T19:14:00.000+08:00

Test Test.. New blog jus for improving language n General Knowledge!